Been thinking about time a lot lately (and...as always). How people/beings/experiences flow in and out of our lives. The impact they leave on our heart and soul. The circle of life. Some passing without warning. Or maybe with warning, but disbelief when it actually happens. And how some days it feels like yesterday, yet years have gone by in the meantime. How fast it really does fly. How the longing for one last conversation can weigh heavily. How 4 months together feels different than 4 months apart. How someone you deeply connect with can one day become a stranger. How sad it is that memories fade. And how much I try not to lose the sound of voices, laughter, and stories shared. How you just never know the impact someone will have on you, sometimes until it's too late. Wondering what impact I may have had on others. Those that get me and those that show up when you need them most. How I hope those I care about know it. How I no longer want anything to be left unsaid. How I wish people would put their phones down. How sad it is these days that many feel so disconnected or fearful of loving. How fucked up our priorities are. How most of the things we worry or argue about are bullshit. How to live for the present moment since that really is all we have. How thankful I am for the gifts of friendship, love, heartbreak and signs I've received along the way. How happy I am that I've found my way to California, to flowers, and a life I've created based on following my heart. The support and encouragement of others along this journey. How we must always be prepared, present and grateful for the time that we have. Quality over quantity...and experiences over things...is where it's at. Also, I need to get back to traveling again. These are some of the thoughts and questions that keep me awake at night...and in the daylight.
And I'd rather feel it all vs nothing 🖤🙏🏻
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